Lost Cause

Yeah, I'm going to set you free
I already know
you're leaving me
having dreams of you 
leaving me
I wake up in this reality
and now you're really leaving me

A terrible lover
yeah, that is what I used to be
A shitty lover
the both of us 
were shitty lovers
the minute we met
this thing was over

Shit was doomed
the minute we linked up
We were so young
full of demons
simply longing for love.
after the first night
when I went to your crib
we should've just
wrapped it up and said, 
see you never again

One minute I am twenty years old
Next thing I know 
I am twenty-five.
Why'd we waste all this time?
Wasted love.
Love wasted.
push & shove
one year at a time

It was like 
true, divine love.
a powerful connection
going in all the wrong directions
add a hint
of consistent
stress and anxiety
a tragedy
going on
for one year too long.
some kind of addicting chemistry
gone all the way wrong.

cycles.
repeated cycles
get me out of this vicious
chaotic cycle.

argument after argument
threat after threat
everything was so...
loud

now
it's years later
and we want to turn it all
around

were we even in love?
or in...
fear?

at this point.
who fucking knows.
i guess this is just how
karmic relationships go.

this shit is dead
this shit is over
such a...
lost cause

but let's keep calling it love 
just to repeat
this ridiculous
pointless
lifeless
cycle


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